I thought going out would make me feel better. But I still feel like crying. And over nothing that's the worst part about it.

Wow that's so... Idk the word. Not bad but just wierd. How come you can get a date or a boyfriend with ease. I don't understand how you jump from guy to guy like that. You say you love this one but then the next week you are going out with a new guy and soon you will say you love him too. This is so wrong. I don't understand why you go out with so many guys what makes them so attracted to you. I'm not saying you are ugly or anything I'm just very confused by this. And I think other people are too.

Well that was awful

Good times. "The floor is buckling" SMASH! Ugh I should probably take a shower or go to sleep but I'm so not tired and I'm too lazy...I will eventually. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL BEFORE BREAK! It's so close! And tomorrow shouldn't be too bad except Anatomy but we are disecting our cats so even that shouldn't be too bad. And the last two class periods we have watched the Magic school bus and sat there and talked so working tomorrow should happen. My face is hot. I just ran around outside chasing Corey and Chris. I tackled Ryan that was awesome sorry if I keep bringing it up I just think it's so funny. And I feel the same exact way.

Texting

Even though it's dumb stuff we say I still enjoy it.

I am bored

I don't know what to write on here. I'm not feeling anything too important.

There's school tomorrow. SUCK ON MY TOE SCHOOL!! I DON'T LIKE YOU! The roads are not slick at all.

I love when something gets you thinking.

Tonight we watched a movie in church called "The Star of Bethlehem" it was the most interesting and effective movies I have ever seen. It shows you the constellations and how they were when Jesus was born and when Jesus died on the cross. Tell me if you have or haven't seen this (not you Melissa I know you did). If not you should seriously watch it. If you have wasn't it awesome. i'm a type of person who needs proof it's bad to say but sometimes I doubt what happens but when someone can show me something it helps a lot. I try not to second guess anything but I always have questions about why things are the way they are. Sorry.

I like Christmas. I also decided I want to live in one of those stone cottages they are so cute.

I was just looking at old pictures. I like doing that because I remember how good I felt on those days or how I felt in general on that day. It makes me sad and happy at the same time. Sad because it's gone but happy because there is more to come.

Lol that was so funny. I was sitting right there