I'd like to get more sleep
But my mind just keeps me up
I'd like to be able to write
But I can't seem to find the words

Get over it. If you don't like it then leave.

http://www.cockneyrhymingslang.co.uk/

That's a neat little site.

If you like British people.

Like I do.

And rhyming also.

Sorry that I'm so dumb.

I made some changes. I like them. How about you? The picture is a bit big at the top but I like it.

This should be by 200th post. Nothing really too important to say. Last night I went to the movies and Melissa spilt popcorn all over the floor. Then soda on herself. It was really funny. Now I have some crappy cramps. WOO! Or not. I'm very bored right now. I have come to realize I don't really get invited places. Not counting Chris, Melissa, or Heather. Unless I make it happen or I happen to be with Chris when he gets invited.

I don't feel like doing anything. But yet I have to do so much crap. Why is it that when I don't want to do anything there are so many options to do stuff.

I don't know how much more you want to get to know me. Maybe you wish something was there that isn't. Maybe I'm not exactly what you thought I was. Maybe you have this image of me that isn't actually me. I have let you in more than anybody but yet you still want more. I don't understand. Maybe there isn't anymore for you to see. I'm not that confusing.

"What if I fall further than you?
What if you dream of somebody new?
What if I never let you win, chase you with a rolling pin?
Well what if I do?"

Sorry. I can't do anything right. It's never your fault stop saying that. It is my fault. I'm cold and distant and mean. You can disagree all you want but it is true.

Stupid phone.

I do not want to clean my room. And I like the stuff that's in it. I don't want to get rid of anything. I already did that.

I love Kate Nash.

And I'm stubborn and I shout and I'll cut you out
And I'll make you feel like I never wanted to make you feel

I need to meet her.

What is with the lack of this. Lame.

WOOWEE HOT DOG! I HOPE TODAY IS LIKE LAST TIME AND I DON'T HURT MYSELF!!!!

I don't want to be me. I mess it up.

I wanna see this movie

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PsD0NpFSADM

I will never live up to the imagine you want me to be. You say you don't want me to change. But i would have to in order to be what you want. A loving girlfriend.

What an idiot

http://www.reuters.com/article/entertainmentNews/idUSTRE54P5L820090526

I will. Because it feels like you hated me for a month. There's no point in not. I'm such a stupid jerk. I...

I can't hide from the fact that it is my fault. Don't lie.

And I can't even help you. Because you won't let me.

Hm.... nobody has been commenting on my very in depth blogs... They are so good and full of information. Or you know not.

I'm very tired.

I have to pee.

I just thought this picture was funny. Bella doesn't smoke. And Taylor looks so disappointed.

Oh my gosh I just watched the New Moon trailer. I think I peed a little. The Edward and Bella crap sucked but I got to see Jacob turn into a werewolf. CRAZY STUFF! I can't wait to see her on a motor cycle. I still think Kristen Stewart is an awful choice for Bella. I don't have high hopes that it will follow the book very well. They will probably cut out a lot of good parts.

So it's 6:30 and I'm still awake. This really sucks. Because I can't actually fall asleep when I try. My posts have been really short. But Chris just comments them because he loves me and likes me to feel loved so he comments them for me. Hey Brittany I could've taken all the stickers off your jeep by now. I'm still annoyed...You know what Brittany. We talked about it for a second or two seconds. I'm very very very bored.