Then maybe if I do that too much I just shouldn't talk or type at all. I told you so.

i have never felt so alone in my life.

This week and a half has sucked sucked sucked. Can't get rid of nightmares so I wake up every hour pretty much. Had a deer ram my car and break my front blinker. Just friends with my boyfriend. Although chris you are like the only one that reads it so I guess I'm just telling you over again. It was needed though. Needed some space. I want this string of stupid luck to just freaking go away and stop.

I hate you so much