Why does there have to be so much drama when I just want to be happy. Can't I just move on. I want to ignore it. I wish everyone would ignore it. Last night at church we learned about unconditional love. And I KNOW I do not do that. But it made me think about it a lot. We all just need to sit back and reevaluate our lives. Just because you are smart doesn't make you intellegent. People need to honestly take that into consideration. Thinking about what you say before you say it shows maturity and intellegence. Just because you can give some big speech , on facebook none the less, doesn't make you mature. That's very immature. Spreading the crap is also very immature. I just want to be happy so I wrote this out to forget all about it. So this is it. I'm forgiving everyone. Every person that has ever hurt me. I'm trying to wash it away. I hope you can forgive me too. If you don't I guess that is going to take time and experience.

Brooke is

really tired. In general about everything... I wanna go home and sleep it away.

Chill out!

Girl you move faster than superman. Slow down you don't always have to be with somebody.

Why can't I?

I did not type up that last blog. But that doesn't make it any less true. I need to learn how to sign out when I check my blogger at Chris'. So I woke up with another bloody nose this morning(afternoon rather) that was entertaining sitting in the bathroom for 20 minutes waiting for it to stop. Well I'm about to go to my grandmas to eat food. I just hate the getting ready part. Sorry if I don't make over there tonight. And I'm done with this other thing don't mention it anymore and if I do just be like "Brooke you are talking about it" I will try and stop. I can get very obsessive about one subject that makes me mad and then it's all I think about. On the positive side. I also really enjoyed yesterday. The guard got second but I'm almost positive that's how we started out last year. Then we stomped. I just want to medal. First would be nice though. Then later that night. I was so tired but I'm so glad I went over and we sang Sweeney Todd together. I hope we didn't make our friends feel awkward.

So...I'm so stinking awesome. In case you all couldn't tell, I'm like the friggin' bomb.

And...my boyfriend is possibly the coolest guy ever! So cool! He is just a great big stud!

Also...he has absolutely no feelings at all towards you.

Um...

;)