When our hands accidentally touch. There is just something. When it happens more than once in a night. Wow. :)

Seriously why didn't I just straight up ask you if you had feelings for me. Because it was pretty obvious that you did. And now I messed up and you're with someone else and I can't do a thing about it except sit back and watch. And it's so painful. It gets better everyday but I don't think it will ever go away. WHY DIDN'T I JUST ASK!!!!

Sometimes I wish that when you looked me in the eyes like you do that you would see how much I'm hurting and how much I like you. I'm really surprised that you can't. I make it quite obvious.

Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why?

I'm pretty much a skeptic. I want to believe in things but sometimes it's very hard for me. Because of this I let things defeat me very easily. If something doesn't work the first time I tell myself that it's never going to work. I hate being hung up on one person I'm never like this. You have someone now. And that's okay I guess but I need something to get over you. A distraction just to get me to move on. Which obviously never ends well it's going to take time it always does and I don't get over things easily either. The way you flirt with me, the way you look at me sometimes, I know there is something there. I just wish I understood what it was because I'm confused as hell right now.

Your text was the first thing I saw this morning :)

I miss you