I'm pretty much a skeptic. I want to believe in things but sometimes it's very hard for me. Because of this I let things defeat me very easily. If something doesn't work the first time I tell myself that it's never going to work. I hate being hung up on one person I'm never like this. You have someone now. And that's okay I guess but I need something to get over you. A distraction just to get me to move on. Which obviously never ends well it's going to take time it always does and I don't get over things easily either. The way you flirt with me, the way you look at me sometimes, I know there is something there. I just wish I understood what it was because I'm confused as hell right now.