I will not invite myself anywhere anymore. I will no longer make an effort to see people. If they want to see me they will make an effort if they don't it will hurt my feelings but I will get over it. Right now I smell some serious fermented fruit or something. YAY for smelling things that aren't really there. Well since my stomach hurt this morning I have had a headache since I woke up from my nap and I'm smelling odd things I'd say I'm probably sick, and not just in the head like I usually am. It's probably time for me to go to bed now since my face is burning up and I feel like I have a fever. But first I must say it seems like a lot of people post something like lyrics or faces at the end of their post. I'm going to post the last t.v. show I watched since I watch t.v. a lot. Well night sorry if this was awful I feel awful so it is reflecting in my post obviously.

Last T.V. Show Watched:Ghost Hunters

How come the more you tell people you need them the further away they get. I am guilty of this too believe me. It just hurts. I feel like I have no real friends anymore just people to hang out with. I am hearing there problems but do they really know mine. The only person I call not guilty to this is Chris he is the only person that will really listen if I have something to say. I am grateful for that. You can say "Oh I thought I was there for you Brooke" all you want but I really just feel like I get everyone else's problems. Not that I dislike hearing about your life. But anytime I try to say something about how I REALLY feel I get interrupted or people look disinterested that I'm failing out of college or that I'm really lonely. This is their face :

Hmph. That's the sound you make when you get punched in the gut, you are stressed out or you feel like no one cares.

Wooooweee Sun Burn

Went to the party last night. I had fun there were so many people there! I ate breakfast with my dad. I took a nap. I went and play ultimate frisbee and got SUN BURNT! Suckas it is itchy! I'll be okay though. Chris' is worse. Then we went to Braums. It hit just the right spot. I was so so hungry. Then we went and watched Sam sing a Borders. Then I was going to go spin but we ended up at a friends apartment and we played games and watched half of Mulan. Then I went to Chris' and watched a creepy Ghost Hunters. Which just made it even creepier when I was driving home and passed the graveyard and there was a fire and people standing around it. Not okay. Now I'm home itching this evil sun burn which hasn't hurt until now but I should be okay because it'll turn into a tan.