I suck this year. FLAT OUT SUCK. I'm tired of being so mediocre. It is obviously my own fault because I should practice more. But I'm a little aggravated that I was lied to for like 2ish years. Thanks guys. But I am just mediocre at guard and at everything else I try to do. It's like average average average. Sorry Brooke you won't stand out. EVER!!!! You will always be the girl in the background. And to top it off I don't feel like I can talk to anybody about to about this because everyone will either a. disagree b. change the subject to them or c. not care one bit. But you people aren't me. You don't spin with me everyday. I suck.

I hate cleaning my room. I just get so distracted.

I'm excited for practice. Just no rain hopefully. I'm tired of drying off my flags. A drizzle is okay but not like yesterday or Saturday...That sucked.

I started a new puzzle. Idk.

Okay some thoughts.

• Patrick Swazye I love your dancing you dieing makes me very very very sad. =( I will watch your movie now and cry.
• Kanye West you are an idiot. Good job. If you would've just waited until the end of the show you would've seen that Beyonce won best video. You are a dumb dumb head.
• Beyonce you are so very classy.
• Taylor Swift you ar pretty and I'm glad you won. You deserved it and you deserved to have your moment.

Sorry that was all about Celebrities. Yup! Now me.

• Okay so I finished a huge puzzle. Thank you Corey and Lindsay.
• I have been doing alright in school.
• I am making more friends at Pride and I get my jacket soon!!! I still feel alone there sometimes though. It's whatever. Thanks to the people who made me feel at home there.
• My birthday was this past week!!! I got lots o' stuff. 3 new Regina Spektor cds, a new purse, money, puzzles, gift cards, nail polish, pants, socks, food. And probably more stuff that I cannot remember quite at this moment...sorry if it is your present. =D

Thank you for reading if you did...=S

Woo Birthday time!

Phew what an eventful night. Trying to find Dakotah was exciting to say the least. I'm glad me and Melissa found him on Broadway. He was just walking. Poor guy didn't know. It just made me really nervous because I heard of something bad happening in the woods by Truman like recently but I could've been dreaming it. Oh well I'm glad we found him. I just liked how surprised he was it was really funny. I'm already laughing about it. It'll all be good. Tomorrow is gunna be funny.

Chris I'm so glad your home that I want to cry happy tears until you leave. Then they will be sad tears.

-Shakes head-

I can't help what I analyze. Sorry.

So I'm a little depressed. Because it will be 3 hours more before you get here tomorrow. =( We'll probably be tired and cranky. I'll just have to get over it.

September is the best month ever!!!! =D

I don't want to have to do anything today. It's only two hours that's not that long...I guess.