Sometimes

STUFF JUST TICKS ME OFF!!!!

Hillcrest Fails....forever. Except in Guard.

AGH THAT'S A HUGE SPIDER!!!

Yay hump day is almost over!!! And I don't have anything I'm worried for the rest of this week. Usually I have something due. But I don't. YAY! And I only have my classes once time through. For the next two days. Isn't it a joy to relax.

I'm so tired

Ugh

My back hurts. Just so you know.

Freddy, my love

Your spellings kinda crummy
but honey so is mine
I treasure every gifty
The ring is really nifty
You say it cost you fifty
So you're thrifty
I don't mind

AGHH!

I simply hate school.

I just don't know about you...?

You make me happy. You make me sad? Nah not really. Just the first one? You don't know. You might know? I like you. You could like me? But that won't happen now. Will it? I'm awesome. So are you. So why are we like this? I don't know. I don't care....okay that was a lie. Even though I have no idea what I'm writing...or that's how it would appear....I know what I feel. =D It's not like that yet. But it still makes me happy to know it could be. Sorry this sounds like I'm a stalker..I promise I'm not like that one creepy girl...Or am I? La LA I'm wasting time. Doing nothing. =D
=D
=D
=D

I hate you

I wrote a whole blog. And it just disappears.

I wrote that last blog yesterday....but it says it was on the 18th....which is a lie. Because today is the 20th.

Okay so it is raining hard core. And after I eat I'm going over to Chris' so hopefully it dies down some. I really don't want to drive in this hard of rain.

Chasing Pavements

Ah! What to do? What to do? Life is confusing sometimes. Walking up to the band room tonight I got to thinking. About how being a senior to older people doesn't feel to old. But I could never ever imagine myself this age before (I feel like I've written this before). I look around me and I don't know anybody from my school anymore. Not really anyways. And really to be honest I don't want to get to know half of the school. They are rude and pushy. When you are an underclassmen you pretty much know who the older kids are. Because knowing them makes you "cool" or something. Being older it's completely the opposite. Anyways my original point was that it feels akward getting older. I cannot not picture myself getting old. What will I look like? Where will I be? It kind of depressed me. Because next year I will be on the younger side again. How weird is that. You work youself for 13 years. Then pretty much start at the bottom again. You feel like you are really cool because you are finally the oldest. Then BAM! high school is over.

Yay I forgot a day!!! And it was actually a funny day. Oh well.

CRY BABY CRY BABY CRY! It has a tune...I promise. Anywho I just woke up from a nap about 50 minutes ago. Now I'm doing nothing. Oh hey I'm stage manager. I didn't try out. I don't like to sing in front of people. It makes me want to puke.

Aw Melissa!

I like my Nitendo DS and something else....well um hm... I digress. I ate at El Taco. And sat there for around 2 hours. It was sunny when I got there and dark when I left. Such an odd feeling. I like...stuff! =D

Ha I thought I didn't update yesterday but I did!

I'm so tired!!!

I forgot to update yesterday but who cares it was my birthday I do what I want on that day. Anywho I ate a Zio'x with my family. And Melissa got me a cake. My brother got me New Moon. My dad got me a Nitendo DS and my mom got me a game for it. That's about it for yesterday. Today I had stuff I'm tired right now though and it's boring stuff. I'm gunna go lay down and watch t.v. UGH I need to clean my room so bad.

Went and played Bingo tonight with Ashton, Melissa, and Joey. For mine and Ashton's birthday. It was very fun. After bingo we went to Mcdonald's which was very funny and fun too. Then Melissa and I talked on the phone about funny thing =D and she was the first to tell me happy birthday on the actual day. Now I'm tired good night.

Hm...

So I have been looking back at my freshman year yearbook. It's very odd. Like on my winter guard picture it says I am a "new comer" that's strange to me. It feels like I've been in it my whole life. I don't know who or what I would be if I wasn't in guard. I would be so different. I would probably be a terrible person. I probably wouldn't go to church. I wouldn't act the way I do. I wouldn't have that many friends. And the friends I would have would probably do bad things. It just really makes you think how much things could've changed with one little descion.

Surprise Party!!!

So tonight Corey had a bonfire and I thought it was just because his step-dad was out of town but no, well yes but, it was also a surprise party for me. I was seriously not expecting it at all. I really appreciate it too!

Tutoring has been good times.

But I'm afraid this will probably be my last day in here. ='( Me and Karasyn were just looking up the lyrics to "Without Love". Class is about over and I'm am worn out. Band this morning was very fun. I got called as cute as button so that was a little odd but still very funny. Lots of people were outside watching us. Tonight I have no idea what I'm doing...I really just want to sleep. Hmm 1 minute left better go. Lesley is a jerk!

Singing songs in tutoring.

Karasyn and I are too crazy to help little kids. They should put us in a mental institution. =D The blacker the berry the sweeter the juice yo. She also suggested this for a blog and it's a great idea. Also I forgot to mention in my last post that Lesley last week kicked the computer onto the floor in Tutoring because she got so angry. I can't believe it!!! =O

Okay so

I'm not gunna write down about my weekend. Or this past week because SO much stuff has happened. I wrote it down in English and since this is mostly for me I think I'll be good. So I have a new song it's on my myspace profile. It's called "You Don't Know Me" it's a colaboration between Ben Folds featuring Regina Spektor. They both have amazing voices. I also might be going to Paris and London over spring break with Ms.Widman. I'm very excited my dad said he would pay it and I really hope that he actually does this for me. I will seriously be heart-broken if I don't get to go. London is like a dream of mine. Well really Europe in general. So much different culture. I'm very excited for that. Paxton and Megan are going too. I turn 18 in less than a week. THAT'S SCARY!!!! Last year when I had senior friends and they turned 18 it didn't seem that old but now...gosh. I couldn't even imagine myself this old when I was younger. I always wondered what I would look like when I turned this age. And I'm about to find out. It's a scary thought. Life is moving so quickly half the time I don't know what to do with myself. And there's so much money to pay and so much stuff to turn in. It's nuts. Speaking of I need to figure out what my Anatomy homework is so now I'm going to go.

UGH!!!!!

Uh

Can't get motivated to write but lots of stuff has happened.

I figured out something

I don't like to blog over the weekend