Sometimes I wish that when you looked me in the eyes like you do that you would see how much I'm hurting and how much I like you. I'm really surprised that you can't. I make it quite obvious.

Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why?

I'm pretty much a skeptic. I want to believe in things but sometimes it's very hard for me. Because of this I let things defeat me very easily. If something doesn't work the first time I tell myself that it's never going to work. I hate being hung up on one person I'm never like this. You have someone now. And that's okay I guess but I need something to get over you. A distraction just to get me to move on. Which obviously never ends well it's going to take time it always does and I don't get over things easily either. The way you flirt with me, the way you look at me sometimes, I know there is something there. I just wish I understood what it was because I'm confused as hell right now.

Your text was the first thing I saw this morning :)

I miss you

I don't even think anyone reads this lol.

Here I am hating my life trying to find the bright side of the day so I don't end it and all you care about is if you look fat.