I know I don't want September to actually be here but I do miss the fall a whole bunch.

I had a dream I went back to camp it was just very different. VERY DIFFERENT. Then I went to a Kate Nash concert. She slid down this wierd slide thing. It was green and she flew into a table. Lol.

I'm tired of always having to make the plans. Not counting Chris or Brittany or Corey(including megan who is with him). You people are stupid. You are supposed to be my friends but you never invite me anywhere really I have to make plans with you or invite myself. That's stupid you are jerks. And it makes me very mad. Stop saying how much you miss me and do FREAKING SOMETHING ABOUT IT! This is usually how a conversation goes with you people. "Hey brooke I miss you!" "Oh hey I miss you too let's hang out sometime" "I'm really busy" obviously that's shortened but seriously. Stop being so lame and stupid. Maybe you don't wanna hang out with me? Idk Idc just stop saying you do then backing out of it. I have seriously had like 3 people do that to me in one week and it is seriously pissing me off.

I forgot to post this from a week ago. I just really thought this was neat. I kind of wanna find the background information on why they did it.

I EDITED THIS ONE!

Okay so I put a playlist on here. And it's kind of lame as in you can't scroll. But you can just make it pop out. I'm probably the only person that will actually even listen to it really. Also keep in mind there is some language in them. Sorry Kate Nash is a potty mouth.


You can scroll now. I put it at the bottom because Chris is smarter than me.

I always mess up things. I'm very good at accidently doing the wrong thing at the wrong time. In fact I'm perfect at it. I wish it was an olympic sport I would totally get the gold. Don't comment this and tell me I'm wrong. I know I do. And if you were going to agree with me please feel free to comment away.

Whatever. You are wrong. No I won't be okay.

Caroline's a victim killer killer killer killer beat.
Kate Nash has the best music. Sorry if you don't agree. But really happy angry sad. Funny stuff. I love it.

I don't think I will fit in with them. We aren't really the same. I have to stay true to myself. I just like the picture.

This looks so good still. =D

Today it has been 6 months. That is odd. I didn't even really think about it until I was really bored in the shower. And I thought about what day it was. I like that we don't really celebrate little things because that is too much hassle. Oh how the days fly.

Here we go these are it.

Actually I got shoes that look like this(but different). The other ones were too slippery.

I like waking up early and doing what I want to do.

I'm also getting new shoes soon. I like new shoes. Especially ones as cute as those. They were cuter there at that store. They are track shoes. But I need something good for running so... It works for me.

Camp.

Honestly I've never had anything change my life so fast. I felt like I was there for so long but a week really wasn't that long at al. I really enjoyed it there and I feel so much closer to God. I've prayed more. For the first time ever I prayed with kids younger than me. Two different girls. And I feel like it really helped them. There was so much funny stuff. But it could be so serious at time with such a good message. I know this camp was for middle schoolers but it really changed my life too. And I can't really explain exactly how I feel and I know people will think I'm just going to be the same old me. But I really hope somebody notices a change and I want God to just keep helping me keep my faith. It's easier to keep it when you are surrounded by people who are stronger than you and helping you along. But I now see a challenge ahead of me and I know God will help me through whatever I need help with.

Okay sorry I needed to write that all out. Now it seems like everyone is leaving me. I don't literally mean just me but I feel like that. I know why people need to leave but it still really hurts me. But it makes me not even want to try in this next month. I know I need to spend as much time with you guys right now before you pack up and leave me here to rot in my self pity. But I just would rather not have it hurt so much.

Don't tempt me I'll leave.

I keep thinking of that firework blowing up by that tree. Lol. Poor opossums.

I am house sitting for Carrie. Today one of her rabbits is supposed to have babies! =D

I don't think anyone has ever said anything more perfect.

Today is July first. Isn't that great. I don't feel like getting out but luckily it's church and I enjoy it. So that's good. Some people leave lyrics (Brittany), some leave faces (Chris), some leave the time (Ross). I'm going to start leaving pictures at the end of my posts. I enjoy a good visual.

Kids are evil but this picture is cute. Can't you just see that little boy crashing the girls sleep over and popping all their balloons.